The Turning Point and Being Inspired

Quite a few months has passed since I last updated this blog. 2 Things that I want to say over here, is that, as the title has mentioned, I made a turning point with my career. Really, being in a cubicle with lots of unpredictable matters and the scoldings and humiliation from my perfectionist and unthoughtful superior and boss does not suit me at all, h*ll yeah they never do. I'm going back to the days when I was a teacher. I'm leaving this boredom place and challenging myself back to talking in fronr of a lot of people, getting my mind into theirs. Frankly, I'm still getting nervous interacting with people, especially when it comes to talking and explaining in front of a lot of people, even in front of children. I was wondering to myself (I am still wondering though...) if I have any case of autistic and Asperger syndrome. For the ones who do not understand what is Asperger syndrome, ask Uncle Google. He knows everything *wide grin*.

 Turning back might not look as easy as turning the steering wheel of a car. But I think I have to give my best *duuh...* since it's a comeback. Things might be a little embarrassing, but I do not feel any urge to 'run away' like I feel in this 'cubicle company'. I thought that I might've caused some commotions since I started hating working here. In terms of relationships with some people, I've stumbled and injured my heart. I just did not expect for them to behave in such a manner, and I learnt that sometimes, jerks are just jerks, men are just men, and boys in them will always be boys. I do not want to mentioned what they did to me, but, in some manners, they've hurt me deep enough for me to take those memories into my grave... I'm not being grudgeful, but sometimes, pain will always be pain, and time cannot take them away from my heart. I can forgive betrayal, but I cannot give back the love like I used to. No, having such scars made me learnt quite a few things. That this world is ugly yet beautiful... and now I'm stronger. I would like to add something, what does not kill you, not only will make you stronger, but it leaves a h*ll of pain to you to suffer, and a big, ugly scar, mentally or physically.

 Ok, enough talking about myself, I would like to talk about an amazaing girl, who's a 9-year-old primary school student and a food blogger in such a young age! Her blog has 40,000 visitors a day and Jamie Oliver the handsome and famous celebrity chef also visited her blog, and gave her one of his cooking books signed by himself! (talk about jealousy, Martha, I wish I could have one of Jamie's signed book too) Waow... imagine that... her name is Martha Payne, and you can Google her blog as well (I just came back from visiting her blog too :p). She's blogging about the meals she has everyday at her school canteen at lunchtime, and apparently changed the school's menu from unhealthy food into healthy meals good for the children's nutrition needs. Way to go, Martha! She's such an inspiration in a young age, talk about simple things with significant influence ;) Well, if you're curious, you can find her blog at http://neverseconds.blogspot.com.es/ and enjoy! Hope you like what I've wrote. Sense you later again in the next posts! \^o^/